Well it’s less than 5 weeks till we say goodbye to the UK and make our way to Bulgaria and the start of a new life. It’s been a difficult day today, day off work and sitting in an almost empty house, I’ve had time to think and reflect. Being a woman I do what all women do, think and worry too much!! All sorts of things running through my head, have we packed everything we need, will we have enough money, are we doing the right thing etc, etc etc. I think that now it’s getting closer to D Day, the romance, excitement and eagerness has taken a back seat and now the reality of it all has just hit me in the face, panic and the fear of the unknown has taken its place. My husband is not panicking or worrying, he’s excited and eager to go and re-assures me that everything will be fine and I know in my heart it will ….. just not feeling it today. I’m sure that this last month will be the hardest, full of ifs, buts and maybes, we shall see………..